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Well this day turned out to be ok, I'm still feeling a little bit confused and lonely...but at last...the pain it's slowly fading away.... I learn a lot of things today.. I realized that I am the one creating my own loneliness, I kept on blaming her, saying to myself that she ruin half of my life... but I realized now how stupid I am... It's not her fault.. It's me, well It's me whos keep on buggin her life.... well It's time to quit that obsession It time to wreck havoc again twisted I'm back no more tears, no more cornyness, no more infatuation... I have found the cure... I realized that I am not lonely at all... hey there are my friends they are always there to make me smile... how could I miss that, I'm such a freak I have something that I didn't know I kept on asking for happiness I thought that a girl will give it to me HAhHAhhaHa... I had happiness all along and no it's not from a girl it's from my friends!....the greatest treasure of all....