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I'm bored so I'm deciding to write some stuff about my friends including a song that describes them.

Name: Regan Shannon(me)

Age: 12

Song: Drown You Out- Crossfade

Link to Song:None

Lyrics:"Drown You Out"

Today was unexpected
Nothing here is how I left it
Each day that passes by just seems to feed the lie
Closing in around me makes it so hard to see
Now I'm standing on the ledge
My foot creeps closer to the edge
Freinds all know what to say
To make me puish them away
What they can't know about me makes it so hard to see

I'm not holding my tongue for you anymore
I'll scream so loud til I drown you out
Now you can't hold me down anymore
I'll scream so loud til I drown you out

So mamy days of silence
Too many destructive ways to vent
I hope they set something free
Didn't know they were out to kill me
Today I'll turn it all around
Pick myself up off the ground
Sweat all the sickness out
Force all the demons down
Stand up and set it straight
Get it right before it's too late
For now I'm feelin fine
Left all the pain behind
It's time to live my life
I finally got it right

I can still taste the words on my tongue sayin we're okay
But when I raise my head up to see the darker side that isn't me
So now I raise my hands up so tired of giving in
throw this all away and start again

Description: This song is the tale of my life as I went back to my former school. I expected it to be great but then I was ridiculed and made fun of. Altogether, I'd like to say that in real life, that I'm smart, tough and tall. I'm very comedic and constantly jokes, especially ones that seem depressing, but sometime I'm not funny at all... ^_^. Unfortunately because of the smart part, I'm made fun off. Also, I'm brave. Not in the, go down the Dragster brave. But sneak through a camp, steal stuff or go into a forest for the night and catch something brave. I'm also happy to say that I lead my friends, Yippee! But I'm the youngest, sigh.

Name: Spencer Adam (best friend)

Age: 12

Song: Papercut- Linkin Park

Link to Song: Papercut

Song Lyrics:"Papercut"

Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
Like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)

So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right beneath my skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first
But I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but

Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)

So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin

[x2]
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

The face inside is right beneath your skin [x3]

The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me

The sun
I feel the light betray me
The sun
I feel the light betray me

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

Description: This guy is completely paranoid. He's beat up just as much as me and I have to protect him. He's small so I have to help him. But he'd do anything for me. He's always ready to laugh. When he hates someone, he tries to get em to beat him up and when he care for someone, he cares way too much.

Name: Stephen Krease( Best Friend, Older Twin)

Age: 12

Song: Sail On- Masterplan

Song Link-Sail On

Song Lyrics: You cannot see it coming
Always without a warning
You need to hold on tighter
Find a brand new start

High on the wire
They taunted you like the Messiah
Time for a change
Before your life just falls apart

How could you find a way
From deep within your heart
Reach out and gaze at the star
Let the vision fly

We always have to sail on
Out of shadows to the light beyond
Never shut your waery eyes
But always try to see the line
Can you see it in your mind

Wearing the mask for so long
The clown must believe to hold on
Throw down your fears
and guide the strength which lies within

We always have to sail on
Out of shadows to the light beyond
Never shut your waery eyes
But always try to see the line
Can you see it in your mind

Can you see it in your mind

New rising sun will shine forever
All your power strong as steel
Turn the page and seek no saviour
Break free and see
The line through the wheel

We always have to sail on
Out of shadows to the light beyond
Never shut your weary eyes
But always try to see the line

We always have to sail on
Out of shadows to the light beyond
Never shut your waery eyes
But always try to see the line

Can you see it in your mind
Can you see the line
See the line through the wheel
Can you see the line


Description: This guy constantly messes up but always brings himself up. Infernal twin. Older but shorter. Not much to really say about him. Decent soccer player. Constantly praises me (heh heh heh).

Name: Matthew Krease

Age: 12

Song: No Giving Up- Crossfade

Song Link:No Giving Up

Song Lyrics:So you found out today your life's not the same
Not quite as perfect as it was yesterday but
When you were just getting in the groove
Now you're faced with something new
And I know it hurts and I know you feel torn
But you never gave up this easily before
So why do you choose today to give it all away

Well it's not so bad y'all
Together we all fall
Just as long we get up we'll stand tall
We shouldn't waste another day
Thinking 'bout the things that we forgot to say

I'm hittin' back y'all
Kickin' these four walls
Just as hard as I can til I can't crawl
I won't waste another day
With all these silly things
Swimmin' in my brain

[Chorus]
There's no giving up now
Do you really want to give this all away
Can't you ever see things in a different way
Somedays
No giving up now
Such a beautiful thing to throw away
You should think things through
Over and over again
All over again

So your scars fade away
You soaked up the pain
A better person 'cause you lived through those days
And now you know what it's like to prove
You can overcome anything that gets to you
Well it's alright
We're sayin' our goodbyes
To the past and everything that ain't right
We won't waste another day
With all these silly things in our way

[Chorus]

I know we have given
All that we can give
When there's nothing to lean on
Well, I remember this
All we make of this lifetime
Is always here within
And remembering that's why
We should never give in

[Chorus]

There's no giving up now

Description"So you found out today your life's not the same
Not quite as perfect as it was yesterday but
When you were just getting in the groove
Now you're faced with something new
And I know it hurts and I know you feel torn
But you never gave up this easily before
So why do you choose today to give it all away

Well it's not so bad y'all
Together we all fall
Just as long we get up we'll stand tall
We shouldn't waste another day
Thinking 'bout the things that we forgot to say

I'm hittin' back y'all
Kickin' these four walls
Just as hard as I can til I can't crawl
I won't waste another day
With all these silly things
Swimmin' in my brain

[Chorus]
There's no giving up now
Do you really want to give this all away
Can't you ever see things in a different way
Somedays
No giving up now
Such a beautiful thing to throw away
You should think things through
Over and over again
All over again

So your scars fade away
You soaked up the pain
A better person 'cause you lived through those days
And now you know what it's like to prove
You can overcome anything that gets to you
Well it's alright
We're sayin' our goodbyes
To the past and everything that ain't right
We won't waste another day
With all these silly things in our way

[Chorus]

I know we have given
All that we can give
When there's nothing to lean on
Well, I remember this
All we make of this lifetime
Is always here within
And remembering that's why
We should never give in

[Chorus]

There's no giving up now

Description: Same as his brother except he'll laugh at anything. Taller than me. -.- That sucks. Oh yeah and he was my first friend. Back then he was just as tall as me, Sigh.

Name: Adam Lawrence

Age: 12

Song: Pain- Three Days Grace

Song Link: Pain

Song Lyrics:
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

Description: Well uh. He's fat. >.> He's constantly calling us to see if we can come over and relieve his constant boredom. And so we can beat his video games. He's constantly pushed around and he pushes back except at random people including me sometimes. -.-

Name: Kyle Tomala

Age: 12

Song: Step Up- Linkin Park

Song Link: Step Up

Song Lyrics: Watch as the room rocks
Mentally moonwalk
Mixed media slang
Banging in your boom box verbal violence
Lyrical stylist
In a time when rock hip hop rhymes are childish
You can’t tempt me with rhymes that are empty
Rapping to a beat doesn’t make you an emcee
With your lack of skill and facility
You’re killing me
And a DJ in the group just for credibility
I heard that some of you are getting help with your rhymes
You’re not an emcee if someone else writes your lines
And rapping over rock doesn’t make you a pioneer
Cause rock and hip hop have collaborated for years
But now they’re getting randomly mixed and matched up
All after a fast buck and all the tracks suck
So how does it stack up? None of it’s real
You want to be an emcee you’ve got to study the skill

Who can rock a rhyme like this?
Bring it to you every time like this? [2x]
Step, step up, step, step up

So you pick up a pen and write yourself a new identity
But mentally you don’t have the hip hop energy
With a tendency to make up stories
Sounding like the only hip hop you’ve heard is top 40
And your record company is completely missing it
All the kids are dissing it for not being legitimate
So in a battle you can't hack it
React with whack s**t
And get smacked with verbal back flips
Get your a** kicked by fabulous battle catalysts
It's taken decades for emcees to establish this
You’re new to hip hop and welcome if your serious
But not on the mic
Leave that to the experienced

(Using the waves of sound the true master paralyzes his opponents, leaving him
vulnerable to attack)

[Chorus (2x)]

(After years of pain staking research by the world's leading sound scientists, we
here at the sound institute have invented a reliable audio weapons system. Actual
movement of musical sound in space used to carefully attack and neutralize the
cellular structure of the human body, and the question must be asked.)

[Chorus (2x)]

Description: Oh this guy is great. He hits himself with very hard fruit cause he's bored and to amuse us. He love srock and won't hesitate to step in if needed. He helps us by giving us money if we need it too. In my own words, "Kyle can't die. He's too cool to die."

Name: Brandon Hawkins

Age: 12

Song: Me Against World- Simple Plan

Song Link:Me Against The World

Song Lyrics: We're not gonna be just a part of the game
We're not gonna be just the victims
They're taking our dreams and they tear them apart

To everyone's the same
I've got no place to go
I've got nowhere to run.

They want to watch me fall
They think they know it all
I'm a nightmare, a disaster

That's what they'd always say
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've gotta prove them wrong
Me against the world
Its me against the world
We won't let them change how we feel in our hearts
We're not gonna let them control us
We won't let them shove all the thoughts in our heads
And we'll never be like them

I've got no place to go
I've got nowhere to run
They want to watch me fall
They think they know it all
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they'd always say
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've gotta prove them wrong

Me against the world
Its me against the world
World….world…world…
Its me against the world.
(scream)

Now I'm sick of this waiting
So come on and take your shot
You can spit out you insults
But nothings gonna change us
You can sit there and judge me
Say what you want to
We'll never let you win.

I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they'd always say
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've gotta prove them wrong

Me against the world
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they'd always say
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've gotta prove them wrong
Me against the world

I'm gonna prove them wrong
They'll never bring us down
We'll never fall in line
I'll make it on my own
Me against the world

Description: Well he's my only black friend. He always hits people for no reason and then he comes running to me. I get sick of it. He's always fighting everything for some reason.