Somtimes it's hard for me to walk away from anything... I can't breath or live with out love... it smothers me every time I don't feel somone next to me... I cling to people I know hoping just for a hug back just to be pushed away... I like then I fall to the ground, shatering my heart into millons of pices only fixed by the love of another, just to be smashed again and again....
In my family I can't seem to do much of anything right.... My grades, my actions... Even my dog gets more respect then me... They ruined a great holiday... and casted me aside....
Can't anyone see thats why I hide?
everydays a battle for me, for respect and love... it's all I need... then I come here, to gaia... and I feel whole for once... I feel better loved and respected...
I just wanted to tell all of you thank you, I may be off an on line for a bit but I will be back back... hope you all had a great holiday, and were loved muchly......
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