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As you can probably guess from the fact that I'm even writing a new journal entry... I'm still here. biggrin

She wrote me back after I got home from work yesterday-- she'd had an insanely hectic day at her job, and even though she'd seen my message that morning, she hadn't had a chance to respond. It was a tremendous relief to see that message arrive; all day, I'd been terrified that she might not want to speak to me again, and because of my slow workday, I ended up neurotically checking my messages at every possible opportunity, and (not realizing she couldn't answer yet) getting more and more agitated. As it turns out, she was worried that I wouldn't want to talk to her, when of course nothing could be further from the truth.

I can't even begin to express how happy I am right now. It's been a long time since I've felt this way about anyone; and finding someone who feels the same way about me is an even greater rarity, almost a miracle considering how my love life has been in the past. And for it all to come together so perfectly, after what appeared to be a disaster... it's a beautiful feeling.