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Life Goes On
Well... yesterday was alright I guess. Went to school and then went to work. I decided not to take those s**t a** meds yesterday and actually managed to feel happy one time in the day at my Bass Guitar lesson. Those things made my hands all shakey and s**t and It was hard to play guitar so I said I would just drop them for the day and it went great. Well work didn't go so great... yet it was awesome. I go to work at a doctors office, a friend of my mom's who thinks it will "help" me to get a job, but my mom won't let me drive so I have to walk to where I work and since his office is right next to the school I guess it works. Well I just make copies and such and this little boy came in that was a nurses son I think and he sat there for a bit watching me and then came up and just started talking. He was so nice and then the thing about guitar came up and I told him I played Bass and he got so excited and asked to see it because I did have it there in the corner because I had to go to my guitar lesson later So I told him that I would show him the minute that I was done with the copies. Then the stupid a** doctor just came up out of the blue, hell if I know where exactly he came from but he was standing behind me (btw... he doesn't like me very much) and he knelt down next to the boy and smiled and say. "How about you go hang out in the Nurses room. Sky isn't exactly a kids best role model. Right Sky?" and then he chuckled stare stupid jack a**. I t was exciteing that for a ******** moment some little kid thought I was something to look up to and that a** hole just came out of no where and says s**t like that?! Maybe that kid could have like started the guitar and been ahead of all the other kids cause he saw my Bass and found something he loved but no that a** hole had to go do a thing like that. It didnt help at the time I was off my meds I guess... I got angry for a bit and ended up biting threw my bottom lip and that made the nurses all upset cause they saw it was bleeding and where like all over me asking if I had fallen and s**t. I really just wanted to be left alone after that. *sigh* ahh well good guitar lesson right?
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