Life ******** sucks. I don't care about myself OR my family! I'm LOSING IT. I'm losing my mind, and my tolerance to HOW MUCH I CARE ANYMORE.
I'm about ready to just run away or.. or like, or like DIE. I WANT TO DIE.
I have had numerous dreams these PAST FEW DAYS that result in different ways to commit suicide. Cool? I think NOT.
Perhaps it's best I just DISAPPEAR from this world.
When I'm there people don't forget about me, but when I'm not, I'm the last person on their minds.
MAYBE I DONT BELONG AT ALL.
Good day. I hope soon I find a way out of myself. I HAVE to... I got to do something.. it's all taking over me.
And I'm running in the dark in circles. Endlessly...
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