My last journal entry was bothering me.. so I guess I'll make another one.
I have missed out on so many great chances.. I had some things infront of me in my life and I ended up screwing it all up. But, it feels like if I didn't screw some things up, then things wouldn't have changed to where I wanted them to, and I wouldn't have even regreated anything in the first place. I know it sounds confusing..
Under appreciation is a b***h..
I wish I was more wise...
I want Wades damned computer to work..
I hate laziness..
I miss certain people.. very much so.. I want them, too.. and I don't get why the ones you want, never want you back when you want them to, or they stop when you want them. What a vicious cycle..
I just am fustrated I suppose..
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