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~~~~~~~~9 Years Old----------
well of course this time i had a chance at a new begining. in the middle of my school year i was taken to a foster family. we would think this is a good thing. you'd think his is different from my mother home. you'd be dead wrong its all the same nothing at all is different. except my innocence wasnt stolen anymore. i hate to admit this but i was dragged away. my real father decided his home would be better. i hated leaving. why you ask? i was torn away from the family ive known all my life after loosing a triplet when i was two and now this. i couldnt handle it. this year i was pput in the emergancy center for my first suicide attemp. emo at age of eight. i was pulled away from my 6 brothers and sisters including my last of the triplets. more then the world could have known i hated myself and my real father for this. i blamed myself always.