I've been thinking about it, and I don't think that I am a creative person. I take out a piece of paper and try to design something, and nothing comes to mind. Everything I come up with is someone else's idea.
I'm feel close-minded now, and don't have my own opinions anymore. I always hear whatever from someone else, and happen to like how it sounds and what it implies.
And when I do try to make an attempt at an opinion, I can't even explain what it is or defend it without sounding like an idiot. Half the time people don't understand what I'm getting at and get frustrated. So I give up and confuse them even more.
I don't even think I have a sense of humor. Someone told me I didn't jokingly, but I took it very seriously. What if I'm not funny? Am I boring to be around? I can't even stay on topic in a conversation, or even start one on my own. I'm a blank, boring person.
Yeah, this is completely not me to post something like this, but I had to get it out lol
 MEOWITSTERRA · Fri Jan 19, 2007 @ 04:12am · 0 Comments |
