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My Complaints of the world
I hate you, I hate life, I hate me. Now as the gust of wind blows her hair across her face. she learned how to dance finger tips across his lips, but never mine. Pardon me miss, could you blow me a kiss? I think I better call it all quits....
The story of... The day....
And so he leaned into Ellie, hopeing for a kiss. Ellie jerked back and stumbled, When Jantzen saw her reaction, He simply pushed her backwards into the dark house... Ellie got to her feet only to be knocked down by Jantzen. He walked in and shut, no SLAMMED, the door behind him. He locked it, and slowly, like in the movies type slow, turned around, he pulled handcuffs from his jacket pocket, he smiled down at Ellie, who was sitting on floor, scrambling, he pushed her so she would stay, he looked her in the eye and said "Want to play a game darling?" Ellie was sitting on the ground, heart racing, and thudding harder than any other time in her life, she was breathing hard, but she managed to speak. "What?" It came out breathy, his smile only seemed to grow more terrifying. He grabbed her arms, and started dragging, Ellie didn't resist, she didn't even make a noise, she was behind in her thoughts, trying to comprehend what was happening. He tugged her to the stairs, she hit her head, and blacked out...

She awoke with a start, Her nightmare scared her. She was laying on her mothers bead, she tried to move, but her hands were handcuffed to the back of the bed. "What the f-...." And there he was... Jantzen... Leaning casually against the door's edge, smiling. "Awake darling? Great." He said in a ginger tone. He was still wearing his tuxedo, but his hair was ruffled a bit. Ellie looked straight into his green eyes... Those peircing eyes, they reminded her of a cat's eyes. "I'm sorry for staining your shirt and ripping that hole." He frowned at her. Ellie looked down, there was a green stain on her white shirt, she didn't even want to know where it came from, and there was a hole in the left pocket of her jeans. "Jantzen-" She had to choke out his name "What the ******** is your PROBLEM?!? This was a simple DATE, and you made it a ******** nightmare...." He was smiling, she couldn't tell, but she got the feeling he was... Happy.... "A nightmare? Oh darling, this is just the mere start of it, for all you know, the nightmare hasn't even started yet." He smiled a big, no huge, smile at her.

Ellie was sure he could hear her heartbeat, after all, he had leaned in, and rubbed his two first finger, index and middle, down her collarbone and into her shirt. They were cold. She flinched, but her heart sped even more. "Oooh, a bit anxious are we?" he said with amusment. Ellie didn't respond, she couldnt, she was frozen in fear. But in an attempt to feel better, she started singing a song her band made. "Medicate me, forget my heartbeat, medicate me, just let me sleep, medicate me, Your all I want, medicate ME, YOUR JUST A-" "STOP!!!" Jantzen yelled at her. Ellie couldn't hear any emotion in it, so she searched his face, His hair was short, ruffled, and matted to his forhead from sweat, his eyes were yellowish, or mabye that was the lighting, but either way, they showed no emotion, she looked at his lips, which were slightly parted. No emotion at all... Then he bent his head forward, and his shoulders started to shake as if he were crying or laughing, but Ellie heard nothing but her thudding heart and her breathing.

Jantzen walked over to her face, and craddled it, his hands were cold, very cold, Ellie wanted to jerk away, but she was afraid she would get hit... Her mom hit her when she did things like that, and she feared he was the same, so she let him cuddle her head against his leg... She was breathy, and jumpy, she twitched somewhat, but Jantzen was singing to her.. She didn;t understand him at all, him and his wicked games...."Hush little baby don't you cry..." He was repeating it. Then after a while.. "darling, your skin is so soft...." She was creeped out, she couldn;t respond, so she didn't."By the way, no worries, i'm going to use protection darling, and you can just sit back, relax and enjoy it softly, or mabye I should-" "WHAT THE ******** ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?" He was still craddling her face, she jerked it back. He looked at her and said with that matter-of-fact voice "I'm going to love you." She was stunned, confused, and terrified of that answer.

"Be right back darling."
He left the room. And was downstairs, Ellie heard the footsteps. She wigled, and squirmed, trying to free herself from the rope around her ankles and handcuffs, she heard tinkering noises, like silverwear clinking together or something. She continued squirming, until she heard his footsteps. He entered the room, with a pair of scissors. She was afraid he was going to murder her or something.

"Lets get that shirt off." He walked, a dazzling waltz walk, over to her. He started to cut her shirt, she jerked alot, and he said "Ah ah ahh, we wouldn't want to accidently cut ourselfs would we?" He smiled. She stoped moving, but was very scared of what was going to happen. He got her shirt off, and felt.. Awkward... in her bra and jeans, it just wasn't right... Something must of happened, cause next thing she knew, she was waking up next to Jantzen, naked of course, both of them, his leg was wraped around her body.. And his face was not but more than 5 inches from her face. His mouth was parted, his hair.. Was beautiful, at that momment, she thought he was silently beautiful, until she rememberd last night, and then she thought he was the most UGLYIEST person on the whol ******** PLANET. She moved some, and his eyes fluttered open, then flew open, in that one movement, Ellie was scared for her life.

Jantzen jumped out of bed quickly, dressed, and whispered in her ear "If you tell a soul" He paused, obviously thinking of a threat. "I'll kill you and everyone you've ever loved."





 
 
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