Another insult,
Breaking another piece
Of a heart that’s barely there
Don’t know my name anymore,
Lost in the sea of “b***h” and “Worthless”.
I answer to them now, whenever they are called out
Turning my head for another smack in the face,
Making my stomach twist in aching knots.
“Why can’t they love me?” I ask,
Surrounded by shards of my broken dreams;
Hopes fading away into nothingness.
What would happen if I picked up a slab
And slowly held it to my wrist.
Would the pain drift away with each drop
That falls into the darkness below?
I shake my head,
Washing away those thoughts from my mind.
I’m stronger then this,
I can’t let them break me.
If I get away fast enough it wont hurt as much
Whenever they do the things they do.
I’m stronger then this, then them,
I can make it to the end.
Another insult…
Another piece gone…
God…please make it stop…
I’m not…
I can’t be strong anymore…
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