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Such a nice day outside. Its a pity I have nothing to do. I have to stay home since my parents left about an hour ago...I don't mind really, its kinda nice.

Though I would like to just go on the freeway to some unknown destination and sit back and look at the clouds. Or becoming a piece of paper and floating away with the wind.

I'm sick of all the ups and downs, and I am sick of Raymond and his stupid antics. I can't even feel remorse for what I have done without him barking that I am saying s**t behind his back. I could praise him to no end and say hes the greatest and he'd still say the same thing. Kinda like when I said I loved him still.

Maybe I do.

Maybe I don't.

I don't know what I want from life anyone. One minute its one thing, and the next is another. Whenever I feel restless, no one is around. I wish I could drive so I could just leave and go somewhere. I'd probably go to Balboa and get a slice of pizza. I miss that pizza, and the overall atmosphere. Newport too...

Eh, I still miss him. But he's happy screwing someone else. Sorry, making sweet sweet love to the love of his life.

Such blatant lies. I hope he realizes how much of an a*****e he truly is someday.

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