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I decided to forget and forgive the person who hurt me most in hopes of trying to set things right. I don't care if its not like how it was before, but I want to at least try to make some effort to bring whatever love there is left back from the dead. I know I never did anything wrong in the first place so maybe it is possible to bring something back again. In my experience and with my friends...I know that hope is there for all of us. I also know that even though no matter how much he wants me to love another I just can't and I still wait for him to take me back even if he is with her. I don't want to move on from that because I feel he is the one for me. I want to share the love and be together again just like we were before. Even if it takes time to gain her trust back I know that it can be possible if she just believes that I won't hurt her. I know that it is possible for her to do this just as well as it is possible for it all to become back as one like it was before. Many people doubt that it will work but I believe it will if I just try. All I ever was to her was a friend and I just miss that, I look back on all our conversations and its like I see hope in her and trust within her words. I know that maybe it may take a while but I just want the love back...cuz with out it I feel like nothing and see no purpose in life and in the end if it never works out...I know that I will just end up starving my self. emo


I HAVE TO TRY!!! crying