You don't know how much I want to talk to you or how much it hurts when you ignore me
Your presence always seems to find a way to haunt my dreams
And when I see your face I try to wake up but I cant seem
And then when I do awake I'm left drowning in your memory
I hate the way it makes me feel
Even though it's not not real
It's the thing that hurts me the most
If I could make it go away I would
I cant seem to forget about you but I should
Why does this have to be so hard to do?
As I lay silently in bed I try my best not to think of you
But nothing works
I told you but what did you do? Nothing. But did you really have to do anything at all?
Even though you dont care, I'll smile and pretend I dont care about you either
Somtimes I wish I could dream forever
Because my dreams are so muchy sweeter than reality
The one thing in real life that Im missing
The one thing that is tucked away in my dreams is
Your Love
Every time I fall into my world of make believe
You're standing there waiting for me
To always find a way to make smile
But then I'm pulled away
And sucked into the light of tomorrow
The unforgiving bitterness of reality comes to greet me
And I pray that I'd fall back asleep again
Because I only sleep so I can dream of you
There's no way you will ever know because I wont tell you because I'd scare you away or because you wont care
How did I let it get this far? I should have stopped when I was ahead. Now I know what why they call it a crush. I played the fool and fell in love and now my heart is crushed into one thousand tiny pieces.
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