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Gaia just ******** up my journal. Yay.... *growls* |
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Well, I am at the last boss fight on Suikoden IV, but... It kicked my a**, so I gotta go back and level up. Spring Break is over... *cries* But, on the bright side, it was fun, although a bit uneventful until yesterday... ^^; Monday, I did most of my homework, so I wouldn't have to worry about it later. Tuesday and Wednesday, I spent most of the day on the phone and playing Suikoden IV. Ryan got back into town Thursday morning, and I got to see him for a couple of hours while he was turning in applications, but then I had to go home to watch my brother. Friday, he got sick due to all the pollen and s**t in the air, so I spent all day with Tara and Loon. We had a picnic in the park. Yesterday, I spent most of the day with Loon and Tara at Loon's house playing Pokemon Stadium while waiting for her pants to dry. After that, we headed to the college, and I worked on the rest of my homework before Miso started. Ryan came and helped us move a desktop computer into Tara's dorm, so she could get her papers done since her laptop broke. After that, we went to the place where Miso was being held and hung out, talking and stuff. Ryan gave me a necklace. It's awesome. It's a dragon with a tiny knife in its tail. It was lots of fun... Then, the club started. The AMVs were about to play, and Ryan whispered something to me and put this on my hand, saying that he hopes that this will do until he gets something better... Ya... That is where me being dense comes into play. I know what he means by this, even if he didn't say it out right. I'm not that dense, but... It still hasn't occured to me what this means... If that makes any sense... It's like my mind knows what it is and knows that I want it, but... Can't come to admit it yet... *sighs* I can't even typed the words that this means. I've tried. >< I can't say them either. It's weird. I want this a lot, and God only knows how happy I am right now, but... I'm too embarrassed or too shocked still to say anything about it... Oh, yeah, I can't really tell my mom or dad yet because I have no clue how either one will react... ^^; I only showed four people, but one of those four took the liberty on herself of informing everyone that I had it on my hand. I didn't even tell him yes until right before he left... God... My brain has been derailed. He told me he'd give me this, but... I didn't think it'd be so soon...
 Trinity_Rei · Sun Mar 18, 2007 @ 09:15pm · 0 Comments |
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