Does anyone know what it feels like to be nothing special?
Can anyone put that feeling into words?
What can we do to help that feeling? To make it go away?
What feeling could replace that feeling? Love? Hate? Desire? Lust?
What feelings can come of this one feeling? Depression? loneliness?
Why can't anyone trust one feeling and free fall, using that feeling as a perasuite?
Why can't we ebrace those feeling while we fall from burning buildings? Race with cheetas? Love with lovers?
Why is it that I'm feeling this way right now? A long quiet loneliness? A pang of pain?
Who could replace this feeling? Make it something more?
Who could make me more lonely by not answering the phone? Not checking the
e-mails? Not answering the door?
Who could love someone like me? Someone who can't live without others? Someone who needs you like a drug? Someone who loves you more than life?
When will you answer these questions? These thoughts? These dreams?
When will you lead me away to a far off firestorm where we can be together again? Alone in our own world. Loveing like we did.
When can I be loved like you love me? To be wrapped in your arms? To be held by your heart? To be accepted into your life?
And when I'm gone, don't blame me if you miss me. Because, even though I will always love you, I can't go back in time and change our differences.
So I will open my eyes to the world ahead of me and walk to the firestorm alone. It may be dangerous, but I'll always be by your side, loving you, holding you, trusting you.
And who knows? Maybe we'll see each other there and find our love again.
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Most of these are poems... I do mostly emoish poems...
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