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A certain guy has been friends with a certain girl for quite sometime. They go to different schools, but still manage to find some time to talk on the phone a lot. They've gotten to know each other very well as close friends.

The guy slowly developed feelings for the girl in hope for a mutual relationship with the girl. The only problem was that the girl never wanted to think of him as more than a friend. The guy found this out on his own from various clues in her words and in her actions. He persisted still, but to no avail.

The girl isolated herself from him to think on things.

A month passes, the girl obtains a boyfriend and news quickly gets to him. He then feels a pain far worse than rejection and it was the essence of jealousy. He himself takes up a lover to escape from standing relationship from the girl. However, his lover went along with him until their relationship hit a point where the guy showed no committment all because he was subconciously thinking about the girl. The lover wanted to break up with him because his absence of committment made her feel crappy, but stayed with because of their pasionate times alone when no one was watching.

The girl and the guy had trouble keeping on eye on their "supposed lovers" and began to talk to each other on the phone again, making long calls into the night.

During their vacation break, they broke of with their "others" to better their lives losing the deadweight of their crumbling relationships. The guy still hoped that the girl would finally be with him so that all this stress and anxiety and heartbreak would end. But still, the girl resisted. The guy had no choice, but to lie back and only support her as the friend she saw of him.

She then decides to see another person. The guy agrees to help her with a great amount of advice, while at the same time, he suffers major emotional pain of having to let her go if he really loved her. Yes, he loved her and probably still does. If his friends ask, he will only deny this statement.

After recently hearing that they are together now, the guy hesitates at any chance of ever speaking to her again. It seems to him that his job as a supporter is done. He now only watches his phone whenever her caller ID blinks on the screen. He would now only pick it up if she calls more than once in the same night.

But he knows it won't happen. The guy now looks down onto the floor everytime he thinks about the girl being with her new boyfriend. Now what should he do?

Help me decide how to end this guy's story.