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I havent been able to stop crying since he told me those things...He told me that I gossip about him, that he gets joked...was love suppose to hurt this f***ing much? If I could do anything to make this all disappear I would. I never meant to hurt him or to cause him trouble. I feel so bad, so horrible. I love him, and I never wanted it to be this way. If I say sorry he wouldn't believe me. I care about him to much to have things go on like this. I can't take it anymore. I don't know what to do.

"Tired of trying
Sick of crying
Yeah Im smiling
But inside Im dying"