I'm so bored...wow..It's..different..now that nick is grounded so he can't use the phone..I've gotten so used to getting a call every night..heh..I always looked forward to each one too.. Even though half the time we never had anything to talk about...although lately we've been able to talk.. I guess that shows how much closer we've gotten. Man..he's always on my mind... like whenever I hafta go to class now I'm kinda sad..cause I'm away from him but I brush those thoughts aside and talk to my friends or something. i mean it's a perfectly normal feeling but if I let it get out of hand then that's not good. ah well. I love spending time with nick.. <3 I swear even if we are doing nothing and just walking aimlessly into the distance it's still fun.. man.. I wonder if he will like me back..Rinota i know you say that he probably will but..ya never know..but.. I guess right now my mind keeps trying to get me to prepare for the inevitable... Important thing is that we stay friends..but if he does like me..@_@ I guess I'm kinda..well..scared.. I can't really think of a better word to describe how I feel right now... I mean...gah..hard to explain..but..whatever...-sigh- yea..ok..man I'm bored...
Tralalalala...
kinda going on a tangent..
Wheeee....I was gonna put something else..but..I'm not sure what it is now.. Ah well...
I hope Jess likes her b-day gift...I worked hard on it XD -sigh-..OH CRAP THAT AAAH! I hafta make a card..STAT... XP ok I'm gonna work on that now 0_o;; I may make another journal entry once I'm done..but iunno..k well yea..bye
~Blitz signing off once again! <333
Tralalalala...
kinda going on a tangent..
Wheeee....I was gonna put something else..but..I'm not sure what it is now.. Ah well...
I hope Jess likes her b-day gift...I worked hard on it XD -sigh-..OH CRAP THAT AAAH! I hafta make a card..STAT... XP ok I'm gonna work on that now 0_o;; I may make another journal entry once I'm done..but iunno..k well yea..bye
~Blitz signing off once again! <333
