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Today is my grandfather's birthday. He died about four years ago in January. Tuesday was the day that my great-uncle who was very close to me when I was younger died. He died a long time ago. Also on Tuesday, my grandmother's friend of 57 years passed away. Her funeral was today. Well, as you can see this is not going to be a happy journal entry so if you don't want to read it you may want to get out now.
All today I've been thinking about how it must feel to not be alive anymore. It's not even something any living person can imaging. Why do we bother getting attached if we just have to let go someday?
And I don't mean this just when someone dies, but all the time. If I said right now "I'm leaving gaia, goodbye." I wonder how many of you out there would bother to call even though you have my number and stay friends with me. I know I would miss all of you. I'm not going to make this a long entry because I can't even think of anything really to write. I just had to write that little bit.
Don't leave me rude comments. I've had a hard day.
 `Cyanide · Fri Sep 22, 2006 @ 08:42pm · 0 Comments |
