I want him to be happy, even if it means for me to be hurt. My heart is extremely broken. Now I'm to the point where I can't take it anymore. I now see that.. if I'm with Nick, we would have TOO MANY problems. I mean, my heart would HURT. My heart hurts even now. He finally told me that a week after we broke up, he started to develop feelings for Beany. I told him that even though I'll love him a lot, I'd support him 100% with any girl he chooses. So now, I am giving up on Nick. He is not the one I can have. I don't think he is the type of person to love only one person. Or maybe he is. Maybe he just hasn't found that person yet. Even though it breaks my heart to the core, I'll have to let him go. I loved him as much as I could. Now my time is over. I'm tired, hurt, and I feel betrayed. I feel as though I've been lied to, but I will not be mad at him forever. I'll love him forever though, and it'll be hard to let go. I just hope I can let go soon so my heart can stop hurting so much. .-.
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