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why so silent i am very tired of the constant disrespect i face from my mother. i am old enough to make my own choices in life, including what i do and do not like. not long ago, i had finished my dinner, taken in my room. she walked in and began yelling because i didnt eat my porkchop. i do not eat red meat, or pork, and havent in five years. when i explained this, she made the hand-puppet-mocking-what-was-said motion, and i told her to get out of my room, that i refused to sit here and have her mock me. she dared to say she wasnt, and smacked me for 'mouthing off' to her. bloody phsyco thinks that i need therapy because i'm 'angry'. she's the one living in a nonreality of how things are. thankfully in two years i will be able to move out. college will be a blessed relief. i honestly cant stand it. once i leave i will be free. i can finally live my life as me, not some failure child who writes dark poetry, a wicked girl. i can just see her face when she learns i'll not be having a catholic wedding, have no intention of baptising my future children, and have no desire to attend Mass. i merely wish for my reprive and respite. I have my studies to get to. farewell

Posted by: Claudia de Lenfent Fri Jun 03, 2005 @ 12:27am

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Commented on: Fri Jun 03, 2005 @ 02:55am


	Wow, your life is even more messed up then mine. Good luck in the future though.

Commented on: Fri Jun 03, 2005 @ 03:34am


	Gee, thanks. The one good things is that I am able to focus my energy into my studies, and into my art and poetry.

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Commented on: Sat Jun 04, 2005 @ 09:03pm


	She smacked you? I'm sorry, man. Well, in a couple of years, we'll both move out, far away, ya? And we'll forced Alan to come with us. :snickers: You're not a failure child. You're simply misunderstood and underappreciated, I think. Trust me, though. You've far greater talents than I could ever hope to have. 3nodding

Commented on: Sun Jun 05, 2005 @ 02:54am


	Ah!! You have a computer!!! ::tackle:: Woot!! Yeah, I know. ^_~ Actually, Alan wants to go. blaugh

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Lyndis
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Commented on: Mon Jun 06, 2005 @ 06:45pm


	Well, it's Ryan's computer. Ghin won't be fixed for another week or so. Colin still has to pick it up. He wants to go? Awesome! Even if I end up jumping the border to Canada? XD

Commented on: Mon Jun 06, 2005 @ 10:53pm


	I know how you feel. I have the same lifestyle. Only I have four lousy years to go

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Claudia de Lenfent
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Commented on: Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 03:33am


	Oh, poor Ghin. ::gives him a cupcake, although it wont help:: Nah, why would we mind? Canada is STILL not here!!

Commented on: Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 01:16pm


	Heh, good point. I hope I can wait the two years, though. :extremely anxious: xp

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Claudia de Lenfent
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Commented on: Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 04:20pm


	you can do it! After all, I'm here for mental support! ^_~

Commented on: Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 05:35pm


	Haha! Thanks. By the way, have you been to fullmetal-alchemist.com? It's really interesting. Under the facts, it has a few of the phrases Edward says when he's referred to as short. XD

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Claudia de Lenfent
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Commented on: Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 06:00pm


	I have! They must have just added that then, cause I dont recall seeing it. ::Goes::

Commented on: Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 06:58pm


	Heh. They're so funny! xd

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Commented on: Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 07:21pm


	I like the one about the shoe. ^__^

Commented on: Wed Jun 08, 2005 @ 06:18pm


	Heh heh. So do I. heart

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