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a log of my insanity that few read
my insane rantings and random songs... but mainly rantings!
WHY????
why would some1 want to die
i mean if ur sad u have to live to make it better idk y some1 would want to end it all
it drives me crazy when i try to help and they cant see me through the fog of their own sadness
i want to help but if no 1 lets me then i just sit here in my corner waiting for them to realize that i want to help and i care about them
iv known ppl who were depressed and i tryed to help and they ignored me and they killed themselfs crying
i cant stand it
iv allways seen my propuse as the 1 who must protect those i care about and those who suffer but y do they push me away then shout no 1 cares
even though there r more ppl than they know who care about them
plz if u ever think about kiling yourself take a good look around and u might see there r more friends there for u than u could see when surrounded by ur sadness
if no 1 else does i do care
so plz dont die ne 1 life is better if u push past the hate of others and just live and be happy
remember i care and i allways will






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-X-EternalXSilence-X-
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commentCommented on: Tue Oct 16, 2007 @ 02:34pm
Im guessing that this one is about sugerluv right?
And I am one person who would never push you away or ignore you, I promise.
Oh and sorry about the people you know who killed themselfs.


commentCommented on: Wed Oct 17, 2007 @ 02:43am
i am so sorry i didn't realize until today when i truly thought of how much u showed me through and how many times u helped me and told me u would never get mad i never realized u meant what u said last night i layed awake thinking that i had a friend who would nv turn his back on me and i realized u mean a whole lot of friend ship to me then anyone ever has and now i say sorry for my actions last night i was over drawn and so up set that i can't see why i said that any way i know now that i told u , u are probably mad or upset that i didn't listen and i hope my poem will help u forgive me well at least i hope so


i have a friend who is as strong as gold never will that fail he has a heart that no one an forget he helps as much as he can and makes u feel like he will never ever leave u trust him and never belive he will hurt u and trust him with ur friendship for he will never break it

i am so sorry tim please forgive me



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DragonLee131
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commentCommented on: Thu Oct 18, 2007 @ 02:19am
hmm... in responce to wendys comment, no its not specificly aimed at ne1 but it applyes to her
and in responce to the next comment, thanks for the poem,and im allways here
for ne1 who needs me
and im not mad at u


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