Ok so I have a b/f...duh everyone knows this by now.
Well.. ok I need a way to talk about him so it's not weird if he reads this..
Ok i got it.
Talk about him like he's not here.
duh... he's really not.
Well i really love him
and i can't even say that i've ever felt this good.
He's so special to me and i'd love to spend the rest of my life with him...
If i could.
But i wonder sometimes what he really thinks.
Does he ever second guess everything or start having feelings for someone else or want to experiment?
Does he ever wonder what his life would be like if i wasn't there...
Would it be better I wonder.
then i start to think
is he really real.
does he really...mean...everything...everything he says?
Is that even possiable.
is it possiable for a guy to say what he means?
Getting off subject there.
Ok well you know how some people build up emotional walls.
Not to keep people out but to see who will try to berak it down.
Me though... I dont' play that game.
I try to find things that are wrong with them.
But with Matt.... I can't do it.
there's nothing wrong with him or our relationship (besides distance)
So I make things up.
Things that i think should be wrong with him
or things that should be wrong with the relationship.
Well.. ok I need a way to talk about him so it's not weird if he reads this..
Ok i got it.
Talk about him like he's not here.
duh... he's really not.
Well i really love him
and i can't even say that i've ever felt this good.
He's so special to me and i'd love to spend the rest of my life with him...
If i could.
But i wonder sometimes what he really thinks.
Does he ever second guess everything or start having feelings for someone else or want to experiment?
Does he ever wonder what his life would be like if i wasn't there...
Would it be better I wonder.
then i start to think
is he really real.
does he really...mean...everything...everything he says?
Is that even possiable.
is it possiable for a guy to say what he means?
Getting off subject there.
Ok well you know how some people build up emotional walls.
Not to keep people out but to see who will try to berak it down.
Me though... I dont' play that game.
I try to find things that are wrong with them.
But with Matt.... I can't do it.
there's nothing wrong with him or our relationship (besides distance)
So I make things up.
Things that i think should be wrong with him
or things that should be wrong with the relationship.
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