The wounds still bleed deep within my heart and soul. The pain still lingers from the past...as I...hopeless as ever begin to realize that my faith is meaningless in ever finding love. For...my heart was already given to another and I suffer for giving it away. But no matter how hard I try that pain will never leave...not even in death. Even though death seems so much more peaceful I know that even if I killed my self now I would be in pain. But even so...I'm not sure I wish to exist at all. For I always seem to hurt others and others seem to hurt me. An understanding and yet one does not understand you and constant squabbles between two people never seem to stop. Complaining and keeping secrets.
Nothing can take this pain away...thats why I wish I never existed. emo
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