I miss him so much and I'm so angry. I know this sounds selfish when I wish to keep him to myself when the country needs him... but I can't help it. We've practically been in love for four years now and I've only seen him a handful of times. When he turns 18... he's going to join the Navy... It's more for his Father than it is for him. He'll be leaving, gone. I don't know where at the moment... I don't understand all the different things he'll have to go through before he's able to be with me again. I don't know how long he's going to be gone. What will he have to do before and after leave? How long will his leave be??
Most of you that are reading this probably think I'm just being sefish. But you don't understand our relationship. You don't understand that I don't get to see him that offen. We made plans for when he was going to turn 18... he was supposed to come down here and live with me. (We live in different cities) But no, first, his dad says he can't until he's out of school. Down here, your parents have to sign transcripts for you to change schools, whether you're 18 or not. Then they've been trying to bribe him to stay there... now... he has to stay there so the bloody Navy knows where he is... so something like that... I don't know. I don't understand to many things.
I just want Andrew to hold me, huge me, and kiss me. Is that really to much to ask? I think the last time I see him... was during Christmas break...
But... I suppose love is supposed to go through trials and tribulations. It's just... I haven't seen him in so long and the few times that I do get the see him are only so many hours... 3 is usually the max.
I know most of you don't care since you don't know him or me but thanks for reading and if you are to post a comment please don't say how pathetic or selfish I am for wanting him to myself above him joining the Navy because if you think either of those things, apparently you've never been in love before therefor you have no room to talk.
Thank you.
Have a nice day.
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