Ok new profile and new songs.... Hmm well the new songs have a lot of my personality in it “Everybody's Screaming”. Song that explains a lot at times I am sick of a lot of things and sometimes I feel like I can't trust anyone. But so far all the songs are about trust. "My December" is a song that I keep on the inside but like the other song "From the inside" I want to throw it all away.
I don't know if anyone reads my journals anymore but if anyone does here you go my grand life before you.
It suxs dating now these days have changed, being polite and kind to a girl will make you a mass murder in her eyes. Being told I wish my boyfriend was like you, key word like you. Why not just dump his a** and date someone like me then be with a guy like him? Some girls I don't understand anymore most who are mature and can think rationally I can understand.
Oh and a lovely story I found out half of the people I cared about and grew up with. Until Jr. high and even a few hand full in Jr. high think there is no chance for me in the dating life. Like I said I now have less trust in many people, the saying of do to others how you want others do to you. Who ever made that dang stupid saying was on crack since I treat others kind when they treat me like crap!
Happy holidays to others who are having so much better holidays then this.
DarknessSage13 · Mon Dec 10, 2007 @ 04:35am · 2 Comments |