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	This is my Journal for fun ^_^ It will mostly have stories or how I feel or How I am doing.

	acceptance
	acceptance


Its been quite a while since I wrote my last Journal entry, just tonight I feel like I want to let myself all out. For reasons of which I do not yet understand I sometimes feel quite lost, I don't understand at times but I feel like I strive and work so hard to be accepted by others. But when I see others friends or not become accepted by others so quick of which I don't understand. I feel so far away so enclosed everyday to the point I wonder if they really are my friends or they just say that to me. Tonight I just want to scream out and push everyone away I no longer want acceptance from others when I have to sacrifice a lot and work hard for it. I just hate the feeling I get knowing all my efforts of getting friends or being accepted is nothing to others, then the whole point of it is nothing to me either. Apparently I don't need friends or love if everything I done and strive to be accepted in the past means nothing to anyone I truely care about. DarknessSage13 · Tue Sep 11, 2007 @ 11:04am · 1 Comments


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Mon Oct 22, 2007 @ 02:53am

I love this entry. i understand, its like being on the outside looking in. my worst fear is losing my best friend. if i didnt have her, i would be a tag-along and i would be afraid to speak my mind to anyone in fear of being judged.

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