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Walk into maths this morning in the computer room, sit next to Jamie as I'm trying to become better friends with him so he's not so mean to me. Then he tells me Zack likes me and then there's him, James and Alex all talking to me about him from across the room and I'm like whoawtf o__o
I'm really not used to people liking me.
So he likes me, and Alex asked me later where I stand, and I had her, Jamie, James, Rachel (who has been out with Zack) and Liz were all crowding around me waiting for an answer and I was like uhh yes? o___o'
Alex was texting him at lunch saying that I said I liked him. And she said later that he had quit his job in London or something and he was coming back in town on Thursday and that we should meet up. And I was texting him earlier saying that I liked him... and he said we should meet up later in the week but my credit is all gone! T___T
Haha, later in the week... I've still got plenty of time to mentally prepare myself but seeing as I've never been in a relationship before I'm scared I'm going to do something incredibly stupid and mess whatever the hell this is up. I do that a lot. One time, I was talking to this guy I like on MSN and he was being all nice to me and such then I panic and start talking about guinea pig food. And I wasn't even being myself when I was texting him... I tend not to be myself in texts or on MSN. Y'know, I'm always typing in full sentences and it was killing me to just leave out apostrophes so he wouldn't think of me as the nerd I am. :[ I even put x's at the end of my messages because he was doing it too, and I never do that.
OK, stuff like this never happens to me, so excuse me for making a big deal out of it. D:<
I need more credit...