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2 words that confuse the hell out of me...
Love and Hate.

There appears to be no middle ground with this one. =/ Well, there might be, but I don't really care enough to think more about it. Fact of the matter is, if theres no middle ground, whereabouts do I belong with this? o.o I know theres such a thing as 'like' and 'dislike' but I seem to be more on the like-for-a-while-then-move-on side, which only appears to exist for me cause i'm weird like that. ._. Only a handful of people have ever really 'liked' meh. 10 bucks says its my personality that does it every time. Somebody assumes i'm like one person they can kinda relate to one day then the next...Bottom line is, I guess I'm just good at pushing peoples away. >.o Then again, with the house I live in and the people I live with, its a no freakin' wonder why I'm the way I am. =/

It might also be my sarcastic nature that throws everybody off. o.o Once again, this is going back to the environment I live in. Theres always a reason I don't tell anybody anything. Usually its cause I just don't feel like making a big deal out of it. And theres no guarantee that what ever is said in this house, stays in this house. That kinda pisses me off. But what can you do? The only solution I could come up with is, don't say anything at all and not only will you save yourself the grief of explanation, you keep an element of secrecy. ninja Anyways, this rant is getting a little long, so I'm just gonna stop now. ninja

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  • User Comments: [2]
    lovedcharm
    Community Member





    Sat Jan 05, 2008 @ 05:38am


    here's hoping gaia won't eat my comment this time. stare

    1) I think there's a middle ground to everything (as well as balance)..not everyone you meet will like you, but those that really like you for you will be the ones that are worth having (like me lol.)

    2) omg, you admitted you are weird biggrin I told you so. I don't mean that weirdness is a bad thing either so don't take too much offense from it. wink

    3) I don't like it when people make a big fuss out of my troubles either..and gossip goes around fast at our school, soo yeah. I agree with you. Also, secrecy is good sometimes. It means you are more ninja like biggrin ninja

    P.S. Tell me next time you update.


    Selectively~Perceptive
    Community Member





    Thu Feb 14, 2008 @ 10:58pm


    If you want to continue to exist in this world, with your sanity intact, you must find the middle ground for yourself.
    I was beaten, abused physically, emotionally and sexually, I didn't have friends and eventually, when I became strong enough I beat the hell out of everyone around me....literally. My mother didn't want children but she gave birth to 3 or us. She hated us and forgot about us as often as she could.
    You find a way out. You find the strength to make yourself a better person. You are not like them, but at the moment they are all you can see of life. Get out as soon as you are able, even if you have to fight. Its your life. It can be anything you want it to be. Your choice. Your middle ground. It is worth fighting for, I promise.

    Good Luck. <3


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