Love and Hate.
There appears to be no middle ground with this one. =/ Well, there might be, but I don't really care enough to think more about it. Fact of the matter is, if theres no middle ground, whereabouts do I belong with this? o.o I know theres such a thing as 'like' and 'dislike' but I seem to be more on the like-for-a-while-then-move-on side, which only appears to exist for me cause i'm weird like that. ._. Only a handful of people have ever really 'liked' meh. 10 bucks says its my personality that does it every time. Somebody assumes i'm like one person they can kinda relate to one day then the next...Bottom line is, I guess I'm just good at pushing peoples away. >.o Then again, with the house I live in and the people I live with, its a no freakin' wonder why I'm the way I am. =/
It might also be my sarcastic nature that throws everybody off. o.o Once again, this is going back to the environment I live in. Theres always a reason I don't tell anybody anything. Usually its cause I just don't feel like making a big deal out of it. And theres no guarantee that what ever is said in this house, stays in this house. That kinda pisses me off. But what can you do? The only solution I could come up with is, don't say anything at all and not only will you save yourself the grief of explanation, you keep an element of secrecy. ninja Anyways, this rant is getting a little long, so I'm just gonna stop now. ninja
Atrocitiesss · Thu Dec 20, 2007 @ 04:58am · 2 Comments |