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heart I could not help posting this...i just love how he talks about me
call me conceited, but there's a rush when a guy starts talking
like this, and you suddenly remember "OMG! That's me!"
hehehe so i stole this off his IMVU >_< hehe I Love Him
heart Haha, I remember how we met. A new Dev to the scene. Messed up my shoes. Thanks to that transaction, I gained a friend. Something way more valuable than any product and much more reliable than any other buddy on imvu. Haha, now we're in an imvu family. I've told you many things and shown you as well, things that I would only let a handful people see, including real life friends. I have a promise to keep, so I will always be here for you when you need someone to lean on. After all, taking on things by yourself doesn't seem very fun. Let's help each other to move forward.
12/06/07: These moments that lie between the layers of sunset and sunrise, have left me at a stand still as I let these simple words leave my lips along with my heart. "With all sincerity left inside me, I love you." The false guilt was too much to bear after that moment, but within those hours we've been together, you helped me erase such irrelevant feelings that made me feel like nothing. I was glad to have made that choice. I've restrained my heart back so much so that no one may ever touch it or break, but I know I made the right choices... as we exchanged our hearts among those skies that have protected me so. Under this same sky, this Raven of the night fell for a Dove of the day. To fall from such an endless height, the Raven only knew too well that his love for the Dove would last forever. The birds will never touch bottom again. Hehe, I love you, Schayla. <3
01/09/08: "Being whole." Not a very detailed concept. I always thought of myself as whole as soon as I found out that I've found the 'love of my life.' In my case, that wasn't it. For everyone that's known me, I've had unusual changes in myself when placed or dragged into certain situations. I won't explain it, but I've left the stage at that point and always put myself on auto-pilot. I would just run away all the time. That cowardice created a soul of Hatred. A Hatred only for me. Because of that Hate, caused by all my suffering & pain throughout my whole life... I, myself, was dying. An emotional cancer that tapped into my heart. And then she interfered. This lovely girl right here, who had just wanted to be with me forever... decided to face this titanic ball of hatred for humanity... for what he never had... for what he lost. This girl. With her tears, with her own heart, she gave him something that he knew he would never find in his own cruelty. She showed him love. A compassion unmatched to anything else. She saved me. That Hatred was gone. Lifted off to a place where those who have died out of love, go to. There, I'm sure he'll be happy. Under this tear-streaked shade of night, she saved me again. I swear to no god or goddess. I swear on the altar of time & space, my heart shall never break and I will never fade to black. These feelings we share are too real too become anything short of 'true love.' I just love you so much, Schayla. You are my everything. My only love.
01/26/08: Heh, she's gonna kill me for not going to sleep when I said I would. But I needed to put my thoughts somewhere before I lost them in my dreams. Schayla, I probably won't truly understand your situation with your family, but I'll do my best to at least attempt it. I really want everything to be perfect. If not perfect, then at least bearable. This relationship, this bond... this love... It's so critical to me and always my number one priority. Though I may seem insecure and start to look overprotective at times, I'm just trying to eliminate any/all chances, no matter how small or big, that would mean the end for us. BUT, just cause I'm thinking like this doesn't mean I won't be fun anymore. Basically, the only change in me, are a slight choice of words... which would explain the longer pauses. I just love you SOOO damn much. Gawd, your love is amazing and I'm making sure I have the chance to get as much of it as I can every day. Although, I say sometimes "Babe, you need to rest." or "You should get some sleep," I really don't want you to go. I know that contradiction seems to happen a lot with me... it's just crazy. Then again, don't we all get a little crazy when we fall in love? If not, then I'm just twistedly insane enough for you to make love possible.
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CyanidexLust · Tue Feb 26, 2008 @ 11:42am · 0 Comments
