Alright... I have a very big problem here... my brain is not doing any good... it's so worthless... I mean... my heart tells me one thing... and my brain is like... "WTF... u r su dum" Yeah... I have problems with my brain because it can't agree with me any time I need it too.. and sometimes it's wrong... but it also protects me from getting hurt... I feel so confused so often... I can't take this any longer... I have to say all the things that I have to say or else I'll break... I'm not sad... not depressed... just driven out of my mind... I'm someone who needs... I don't know what I need, but I need it badly... I hope I find what I need... I hope I get what I'm looking for... My heart is usually write but my brain controls it... so I don't know which to listen to... because I'm a fragile person... I can't take some things easily... I'm just going to need some understanding... maybe... I don't know... life is really awkward for me right now... so many things happening... I'm so happy... but so confused!
Shippeh · Wed Jul 27, 2005 @ 01:59am · 2 Comments |