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Well, today was incredibly different that the other days, which is why I don't put a lot of entries, like, daily entries and such. Today I broke up with my g/f. It hurt like hell deep down inside, but it's something that was necessary. Our relationship became a burden rather than a joyful thing. Things were beautiful once, but time has passed, and my patience for her extremely explosive attitude has run dry. We've been lashing out at each other's neck lately, and it's just not healthy to stay in this relationship. All I have now are the happy memories of brighter days, when her smile was a constant, and her laughter took over the sounds of morning birds singing. I feel as though a part of my heart is now missing, but like a tumor, it wasn't a good thing to go on pretending that things are going to get better just because. She was the most respectful girlfriend anyone could ever ask for, with a few exceptions. But, we're all human and thus mistakes are a factor of our lives. I think I made her days happier by being there for her, because I know she made my darkest moments bright again with just a few words and bright smile. I'll miss her to no end, but I must learn to let go. I have pictures of her, which are a martyr in my life, because they remind me to much of the beautiful person that she once was.

I love you baby, and I wish you the best in your life. I hope that all your dreams come true, and that you find someone much better than me. You're a good person, and I know that good things happen to good people. God bless you. You'll always have a place in my heart, and you know it. Farewell..