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So today i haven't had the best day ever i was getting a MasterCard and well i hav this problem of having no credit!! anyway my neighbor gave me and my sis the sig thing is i had asked b4 for some other cards so apparently they wont giv me the one i want for the next 6 months!!! man! the worst thing is that they gave it to my sis!!! grrr! anyway well if we look at the bright side maybe they call tomorrow right? anyway i hope ii get it man!! there is so much to buy on eBay!!!!

well about the other stuff well things are ok i have like 50 dollars left of my scholarship and the next payment comes in October!!! dang it!!! anyway well things at college are ok ive been studying alot resting a lot! and well idk i think im going well even tho i have a 7 chapter test for the 30 of Sept it will be... sad!! anyway well i guess that's it for college

About my well other stuff!! my anniversary was this Tuesday the 16 i had a nice time i love my boyfriend very much! even tho i have to complain about some things he is not that good at but i still love him. thing is out anniversary was Tuesday so i got his gift a week b4 i got time to wrap it and prepare it and send it to him so he got it the right day but he just waited and waited till the last moment and sent it the same day of our anniversary or maybe later im not even sure! its Friday and still nothing! anyway i just think that's a bit irresponsible idk maybe its me but its just no fun to get my anniversary gift a week later!! meh... but well still i hope he fixes some of this stuff... i love him a lot and well i just have to accept he just doesnt know much about relationships

and well about my fam man my parents are worst than ever!!! im not gonna say anything else about it bit mess they argue so much!!!!! aghh!

oh and well church lately Ive been good at missing it, now most ppl know that i dont like it and i dont believe much of what they state... but oh well! maybe ill die when the world ends... so what idk but i don't think its gonna end up some time soon i mean... since the world became the world its gonna end! so come on... we have to live a little. Yeah, ppl are evil some have bad hearts but there are others there is good in this world too even if we are less (yeah i consider myself as some of the good) i think that there is a lot to live for you know so lets do it!

Have you ever wondered what life is about? i mean i think i know its about having dreams and reaching them its about wanting something so bad that you are willing to give up everything life is about love about giving and getting in return...

My friends are coming over this weekend we are probably just gonna drink energy drinks and stay up all night watching anime!! and well just playing games been silly maybe a new video?

You know Ive been thinking maybe if i could i should write down all the things i think about it would be entertaining to read them later and see how i used to see life what was my point of view some years ago... i mean Ive come a long long way Ive loved, Ive cried, Ive felt bad, i felt good, i made good and bad decisions i went my way, i made friends and i lost friends i am someone I like what i like and I care about what i care... does this make any sense? idk i just feel... like saying this stuff and well if i just picked up the phone to call and tell this to someone who would i call? would they think im crazy? would they think like me? would they care?

Ill c you later reader or ill c you later myself??