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This may not have been the best year of my life, but it's certainly so far one of the happiest. Next year is gonna be extremely different for me due to whats happened this year in my life. My new year's resolutions are gonna be:
To meet Blake Lewis, the most amazing person in the world. smile
To start being more active.
To learn an instrument.
And to live a happier and funner life, and stop regretting things in the past, acting like my life stinks, when I know it doesn't.

I feel like I wasted this year, by talking about all the things I could have done in 2007 and talking about how I can't remember last year. I seriously need to get myself realizing you can't change the past, so watch out for the future. Last year is last year. I was an idiot and I do feel like I wasted this year, trying to re-live last year. I don't like fast change and I wish I could just stop the world from moving sometimes and just sit and think whats left to think about before its already gone. neutral

If I would ever start a conversation, it'd be about the past, and not the present. I don't want it to be like that anymore. All through 2008 I've been trying to remember 2007, what I called the more awful year of my life. Speck, it wasn't that bad. I got to spend so much more time with my family. It may have been one of the best years of my life. I'm doing it again, I'm talking about 2007 again. It's 2008. :/

This year. It was pretty nice. I'm not emo anymore, heh. Thanks to Blake Lewis. Blake Lewis makes me so happy and I don't know why, hes awesome. I don't know him (I wish), but I mean like his music, and.. Well I don't know, he just makes me happy... I love him. I want to meet him more than anything in the world right now. heart biggrin

Besides that, I don't know, loving Blake Lewis took up most of my year by thinking about him so much. Is that a bad thing? I don't... think.. so... (:

Hey, my life is pretty boring, so far. It'll get better. I wanna promise that to myself. (: I'm only 13. 3nodding

Part of me can't wait untill next year, part of me wishes this year didn't have to end, I think thats my favorite part right now.. sad

One thing good about Gaia is I can write about my life, so I can remember it if I want to. lol.