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Texting Samantha as I type, figuring out our plans for tomorrow, I find out that this girl she's setting me up with is my age. Why is Samantha doing this? Truthfully, I'd rather have Samantha. I guess it'll never work out though. I always like the straight girls. -.-

Samantha once told me she was questioning her sexuality, but I was actually deciding to be faithful to Caitlyn. Psh, I should've just ******** around, had some fun, 'cause now she's gone.

I really don't wanna go to the movies with this b***h. I mean, ********, I don't even know her! Every time I see Samantha now she makes some1 tag along with her. It is my idea that she doesn't trust me, or maybe she's afraid she'll give in. I recall a while back when we were about to kiss, she apologized, explaining she didn't want to mess things up with Ryan.

This is what happens when you're with questioning or bisexual girls. A man is always better than a chick.
(I'll have you know I rarely use the word "chick." I see it as an insult to women.)

I like a few straight girls now that I think about it.

Possibly I can have 2 out of the 3.
Samantha isn't too easy, even though I like to pretend she is.
Actually, she is easy, but it's difficult for me to try anything with her.
I mean, ********, she's a really close friend.

The other 2 girls are my friends. 1 was questioning her sexuality for a while, and blamed it on me. She had even left her boyfriend for me! I wasn't willing to be with her, but as things started going downhill, I knew I'd always have her. Well, when I can see her. She doesn't have a cell so I can't really contact her. Yeah, lame, but whenever I see her, she brings the brightest smile to my face.

The other girl, I don't have a chance with.

And that lesbian? Ha! ******** it. Thanks to Caitlyn who likes to ruin my life even while I'm out of hers AND uses me as an excuse for people to feel sorry for her, I can't have that girl. I'm sick of her using me as an excuse for others to pity her. It's working, but it wont get her very far. 1 day she'll realize that.

Poor John and I have been victims of her cruel game.
I should've listened to what every1 said.

But I can't help it.
You don't chose who you fall in love with.

Ugh, Samantha just told me the girl we're going to the movies with is hott.
Dammit!

I don't know why I'm angry.
Just ignore it.

I told Samantha that this girl wont like me anyway. Hell, we all know I'm not very attractive, then Samantha reminded me I get girls all the time.

Thanks for the fact that uplifted my spirit!
It's amazing what sex can do.
Heh heh heh.

Well, yeah, it can cause an unwanted child, but that's only for people who choose to have opposite-sex relations.

I'm so glad I'm lesbian!
Well, I don't know if that's the total truth that I'm proud, but I don't really care at the moment.

Now, if you'll excuse me, I must look up the times of the movies. We're seeing the Curious Case of Benjamin Button, the Boy in the Striped Pajamas, Frost Nixon, and Milk. We'll start early in the day! 8 hours of movies! Woo!