Tomorrow (Feb. 24) I'm turning the horrid age of 15... in all honesty the concept of growing up has no appeal to me, I just see it as a normal day without any special meaning, where no one gives a crap ... especially where I'm at, a school with no one to talk to... and the only one that actually DOES talk to me, I don't have for any of my classes... (ok for Math but we're on separate sides of the classroom, so yeah... still silent...)
.... it's just one big waste of my time... whoopie, I'm 15... and I don't give a s**t... -_-...
14 was a better year, I had friends... that are now slowly leaving me, ignoring me, or just being damn obnoxious... making my existance meaningless once again.. whoopie, more good news...
well I'm out, I'm going to go bash my head against the door until it gives me concussion... and if that don't work I have a mallet, maybe I can hit the memory portion of my mind so that the good times can just go away... so I won't have pain anymore...
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I hope this new year will get better for you. and don't lose your good memories, no matter what! Memories are what make a person who you are... and if you lose your memories, then you are no longer the Matt I made friends with, becuase no matter how much you change, as long as you still have the same memories, you will always be the same person... and I would really hate to lose you now. especially since everyone else isn't talking to me unless I force them too...
nonetheless. Happy Birhtday. Do something fun, and extravagant, and don't worry abt tomorrow just yet. Sometimes, you need to make you happy, by forgetting that tomorrow will come. Just focus on today...
ut subsisto in preteritus , est ut exsisto miser