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There are alot of minor things that you did that made me happy but only a few things that you have done really made me happy.

The first thing was that you have always cared about me even when you were mad at someone and when ever I told you I was ill or in some sort of pain you always wanted to be by my side to help me through it. Also that when ever something bad has happened in my family and I told you, you have always comforted me with kind words and wisdom. You were there all the times I needed you the most but I was never truely there when you needed me

The second thing that made me happy was that you always did something that I asked to a point which made me happy but also made me feel kind of bad as it mademe feel like I was controling you and when ever you asked me to do something I have always done the opposite. I know I should listen to you more as you know more than me even though I am older than you.

The third thing is that even through the darkest times in our relationship you were there with me to brighten up eachothers day and just to talk to eachother to make eachother feel loved and wanted. It has always made me happy just to talk to you.

I know I have been a bad boyfriend at times but I know that there were many good times that we had together and with all those good memories that we have out weigh the bad things I have done and the pain and guilt I put you through. All I want now is your happyness and to know that there will always be a spot in your heart for me and to remember all the good times we have had. I hope that I do get to see you this summer for a week Chelsea and I love you and miss you very much and I hope that you love me and miss me as well *Kisses*