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Lose you

I never wanted to lose you
But in a way i did
I think back about the times we shared
The memories so full of delight
I guess I held on
Because I still wanted what we used to have
But when I see you now
I wonder what you think of me
You used to love me
You used to hold me
I guess everything was a used to with you
As much as I want to think things have not changed
They have changed so much
I have changed
You have changed
Maybe not to my full liking
But enough to drive me away
I try to think of you as I once did
But things are different now
So different
You barely even notice me anymore
You don't even trust me
So for now
I move on
Till maybe someday you'll see what you did
How you pushed me away
Alone to bleed and suffer