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Heh...its funny, how easily dreams can be shattered, and how your hopes can easily be buried by even the most devastating news. I learned this today when I went to reserve my flight to Bangor Maine to see Krissy, the user of Spiral and my g/f. Despite my attempts to try and get a flight in, there were no available seats...I was crushed, my only thoughts rested upon Krissy, and how disappointed she was gonna be, I shuddered at the thought, and came here. I did cry, mostly cause I felt so horrible, I had gotten Krissy's hopes up, all so our every hope and plan we had made over this whole year to come crashing down now.

I feel like a horrible b/f, truly horrible...and she was all I really wanted for Christmas. I wanted to see her, to finally meet her and tell her I love her face to face. But it seems it didn't turn out that way.