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The Disacheivement Diary
My nighttime dreams and innermost workings...
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Well, I'm back home... The 10 hours up to Georgia was easy, but the drive back... wasn't. I went up hopeful that when I got back home, someone would be around waiting for me, but as the vacation progressed I received news that they wouldn't be, so the drive back was just empty. It's so much prettier in Georgia than it is here anyway. It's nicer, cooler, more good times, etc.

I'm worn out and really don't feel like typing much, so I might update this later with something of some sort.

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So, I got a full night's sleep after tossing and turning for several hours. It was incredibly difficult to fall asleep, no matter which way I tossed and turned. Eventually I just passed out. Laying there gave me a lot of time to just think about anything and everything that there was to think about. By this point of time in my summer I'm normally ready to go back to school because I'm so bored, but it still feels like school just let out. I'm still really exhausted even though I'm getting a good 8+ hours of sleep a night. I'm carrying two classes online, one of which I should have been done with already but I'm losing my focus on things. Becky comes home in a few days from her dad's house so I'm hoping that when she gets back we'll be doing a lot of fun things like swimming and maybe they'll finally succeed at teaching me how to skateboard and bike. I don't know. I'm so lethargic and tired now and yet I haven't really done anything this morning except eat. It takes energy I don't have to go outside into the blistering sun and actually do something.

I was hoping that once I got back from Georgia a few of my friends would be back from their respective vacations, but after being informed that one won't be back for a few more weeks, I was pretty bummed out. Not having much of any contact with them is a little bit depressing. But I'm a big girl, I can take care of myself like I normally do. Not like I'll lose sleep or food over it or anything too massive. Some of the friends gone away I've never even been really close to until recently, and now that they're gone it's just saddening. But, they'll be back. I look forward to it.

The National Guard keeps sending me mail trying to get me to join the military after highschool. >_> I don't even know why I bother opening the letters. It would just make my dad's overly-large ego swell with pride if his daughter decided to serve in the military. It's a bunch of bullcrap in all honesty. But it's almost as annoying as the house phone that won't stop ringing.

I'm gonna do some schoolwork now.





 
 
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