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**WARNING: MAD AS HELL b***h RAVING ON AND ON**


I just don’t get it sometimes, and I suppose there are some things I’m not supposed to get. But when you LIE to me it really….REALLY pisses me off to no end. If you have seen Tyler Perry’s Diary of A Mad Black Woman, you would know how much rage is inside me when I say I want to play some ******** “Grit Ball”!!!! I might as well go on a head and tell you the reason to my madness. My day was going wonderfully, got a lot of housework done, including taking my computer apart, adding some more memory and cleaning it in the process. Well a friend of mine was going to the movies with some friends from work, which I am completely fine with, which left my other friend free to hang out. Well I called…no answer. I thought well maybe they forgot their phone because he does that a lot, but then I ask my other friend where Aj was and he said at my other friends’ house. Ok, that’s cool let me call them and see if I could come over and hang out because I was growing increasingly bored over the hours. Well I call, once again no answer from this friend either. At this point I’m growing suspicious. Why the ******** aren’t they picking up the phone?! Well my friend gets back from the movies and I ask him if I can come over and chill, he said I don’t know let me ask Aj. Never got an answer back. Four and a half hours later, I drive over to my friends house and discover everyone is over there but me. Including my friend who said he would ask Aj. So, I got angry. Pretty angry at the fact that they never told me, never said that everyone was at Izzy’s house chilling. I get a call from my friend saying that she didn’t want anyone else over because it would be “crowded”. Yeah, right. Her big a** house would be crowded with five people in the backyard. She had told me earlier in the week how she missed having people at her house. I just can’t believe they would sit there and lie like that to me. It just really hurts and I have given them soo many chances in the past to correct the wrongs they’ve done. This is the third time they have ditched me. There will not be a fourth. They literally just texted me saying that they wanted to hang out ******** YOU! HELL NO! Now they want to hang out with me…I’m not going to do it. I’m not going to put myself through this s**t all over again. Someone once told me that I’m too nice, that I let things slide too much and that people tend to walk all over me. And they’re right…maybe if I start being as much a b***h to them as they are to me, they would want to hang out. Call me irrational I don’t give a flying saucer ********.


Yours truly,
A Pissed Off Woman Who Is Too Nice For Her Own Good