Wow. So many things that go through my head, all the time. I always thought I was the same. Timeless and unchanging. But it's all catching up, and time is different now. It's faster when I want it to stop, and slower when I need it to hurry. I'm stuck in a well, the ladder's hanging down. but not quite far enough. Everyone else's ladder came down already, but mine's taking to long. Who ever is lowering it, isn't doing a very good job.
What if, in the midst of all this, I did something wrong. What if I'm wrong? What if I like it? What then?
I know that everyone would say, "It's just something that happens. That's life. Get over it." I don't want to get over it. I'm going to go through it. There is no over it.
I feel so distant and lost when I look towards the future. It's so far away, but it's still lurking on a very close threshold. Waiting to jump up and bite me.
The real world's coming, and I know I can't handle it, but I'm going to give it my best damned shot. Even when I miss my target, I'm still going to love my fans and supporters.
So, I guess it's safe to say that the low brass court is at it's peak and ready to rule the world, so here it goes. This princess is going to go out with a bang baby!
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The Life and Times Of a Teenage NERD
Well, 'Tis my life and times. Dur.
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Firey little thing, isn't she?
Name: Scorche
Type: Fire
Family: Flarius
Name: Scorche
Type: Fire
Family: Flarius