I hate missing people. After not seeing each other for about a week or so something I forget what they look like, how they sound, or their personality. BUT I remind myself of them and I can remember a little later. It's not that I purposely forget, it's just my memory. Do other people feel the same way? I mean forgetting the people you love, is it natural and excusable?
The other day I was with Bryant and while we were talking, he received an instant message from someone with the screen name of xx0utcastxx or something. I don't really care about the sn at this point, but the first thing the person IMed to him was "how are you feeling?" And I'm lying there asking, why the hell would a guy IM you and ask how you feel? Before Bryant could respond, that person IMed again, "haha you got pretty smashed yesterday!" *enter* "LOL you were SO cute being all giggly and clumsy and tripping over things." *enter* Then Bryant replied with "lol. let's not." *enter* Then he closes his laptop.
I couldn't help but feel a little.. jealous? Maybe he forgets about me. Not the same way I forget about people, but like really forgets me and doesn't feel held back. Like he doesn't remember me when he's with other people, girls especially. Like what I don't know won't hurt me. If he's out partying would he keep me in mind? Some part of me tells me he doesn't. On the other hand, don't know what to think and I'm sometimes crazy. But then again, trust runs thin sometimes.
I don't know. I just don't know. All I know is if I ever see that miss xx0utcastxx or whatever, she better watch it. I play the #1 position on varsity tennis and I have the best aim in the WORLD when it comes to hitting annoying girls.
Just saying.
The other day I was with Bryant and while we were talking, he received an instant message from someone with the screen name of xx0utcastxx or something. I don't really care about the sn at this point, but the first thing the person IMed to him was "how are you feeling?" And I'm lying there asking, why the hell would a guy IM you and ask how you feel? Before Bryant could respond, that person IMed again, "haha you got pretty smashed yesterday!" *enter* "LOL you were SO cute being all giggly and clumsy and tripping over things." *enter* Then Bryant replied with "lol. let's not." *enter* Then he closes his laptop.
I couldn't help but feel a little.. jealous? Maybe he forgets about me. Not the same way I forget about people, but like really forgets me and doesn't feel held back. Like he doesn't remember me when he's with other people, girls especially. Like what I don't know won't hurt me. If he's out partying would he keep me in mind? Some part of me tells me he doesn't. On the other hand, don't know what to think and I'm sometimes crazy. But then again, trust runs thin sometimes.
I don't know. I just don't know. All I know is if I ever see that miss xx0utcastxx or whatever, she better watch it. I play the #1 position on varsity tennis and I have the best aim in the WORLD when it comes to hitting annoying girls.
Just saying.
