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I don't know what is next. I wish there was more to do, more to say. I wish I had something to think about for a long while. I wish I could spend my days with T but he won't be back until Tuesday. Will I be able to hang out with him tomorrow then? Or Wednesday? Can't someone give me something to do? Shall I read? Shall I paint endlessly? Shall I draw restlessly? Shall I remember? That's all I seem to be able to do. Remember what I once tried to forget. Does that mean something? What I was told? Maybe it's not her but someone else. Me perhaps? I don't see how or why. How intriguing that'd be if she did. What am I thinking? Such dark thoughts flooding my mind but it's true. What would happen if that did happen? You don't know what I'm talking about, I know exactly what I'm talking about. Perhaps I should talk with T about it when I can. Hmm, That's what I'll do. I'll plan a date with T so sometime I may bring up this conversation...It might make him uncomfortable but he needs to know what I'm thinking! Such things to think about. I'll keep these thoughts in mind but for now I shall go and find something to do.
 Andromeda Scarlet · Mon Mar 29, 2010 @ 08:06pm · 0 Comments |
