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Dyra's Thoughts and Rantings
This is where you will be able to read my thoughts and hear my opinions on many matters. And if you don't like it. Tough, you can kiss my a**.
Fixed 'im!
I have a teddy bear. He's brown with a black nose and eyes and a red bowtie. My mother's boss and good friend gave him to her when she was pregnant with me. So this teddy bear's older than I am. He's been through alot with me...you can tell by lookin at him. But he's managed to never have any ripped seams or anything like that. His fur's only a bit flattened.Well this mornin, I woke up and I rolled over and my teddy bear wasn't there. ((Yes I still sleep with my bear, he's special to me, what can I say)) I found him laying on the floor and when I picked him up, I placed my hand just right to notice an opening at the seam of his neck. I was so bummed. So I got out the brown thread and a needle and I fixed him. He's all better now.....Y'know...I still haven't named him...






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Blood_Dorian
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commentCommented on: Fri Nov 26, 2004 @ 08:31pm
I have a bear like that! Well, not in appearence but, you know... Same ol' "Mom got him when she was pregnant with me, I still sleep with him, etc." ...It's always sad (in a strange, irrational way) when something that special to you gets torn or broken or ripped, even if the damage is repairable. This one time, when I was 5 or so, I was playing with these dried flowers in our bathroom... I think they were Potpourii or something... Anywho, I had "bear" with me (I still haven't named mine either, heh...) and I was putting the little flowers on his head, making him look all prettyfull and such... Then my dad comes in, gets all pissed off about the flowers (I had apperently made a huge mess....) and takes bear. Now, a 5 year old without their bear is NOT a pretty sight, especially if the bear in question is snatched in such a bruttish manner... Here comes the worst part: He shaved my bear. SHAVED. <Okay, I just read over that and it sounds kind of funny... uh... anywho...> So, to this day, "bear" has a reverse-mo hawk.... End of story.

Um..... I guess the point of all of that was to say "Wow.. sorry about your bear!".... In a long, rambly letter kind of way...

Oh, and about feeling like your life is just pointless, uneventful and all that lovely jazz... I get like that too. Everything just seems kind of stupid and bland and you wonder to yourself "Why the ******** am I here again...?"
I find the best way to counter-balence it is by making yourself go out and do something. Doesnt have to be a "good" or "fun" thing.. Just something out of your house. Going for a run or to the gym is what I usually do... Something that doesn't require a lot of thought but keeps you busy and out of your own head... Unsurprisingly enough, thinking about it (the whole pointlessness thing) just brings me down lower.... Anywho, that was my 5 cents worth.. smile

Hope you had an awsome Thanksgiving!

Love,

<Dorian>


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