Dear Journal,
.... Never in my wildest reckonings nor my sweetest of dreams, did I think that I would ever be so fortunate as I am today. Today marks the very first year that I and my Dragoness have been togther. I know for most people, this wouldn't warrent to much importance, but for me... This is an amazing and wonderous occassion ^_^. My lonely heart had only known sorrow and regret in the past. Relationships would always start of strong... Start off well... And then, before the time that even 7 months was up... They would end abruptly and violently (not in a pysical since, but emotionally for myself). So much pain and heartache there is to be found in love unrequited and I found myself on the recieving end of such pain for many a year. At one point, I even gave up hope that I should EVER find anyone that would love me for me and would return the love and admiration that I should, would, and have given out. Life was lonely and gloomy and extremely difficult. I almost didn't survive the pain... But, I drug on and I picked myself back up again and tried. With every fresh defeat and every bleeding wound; With friends/family behind me and God on my side, I carried on and I tried to find that precious someone... That beautiful woman whom was perfect and right for me... And, praise God, it seems my search has ended! There is no other in my life more special then my gorgeous Dragoness. No one more lovely or kind or funny or wonderful then she! I truely praise the name of Jesus and thank the lord, almighty, for bringing her into my life... For rescuing me from the bowels of despair and hopelessness and raising me back up to the skies!
She mended my tattered wings and soothed the pains that grounded me. She washed clean the dust and debris and the baggage that weighed me down and filled my heart with joy and laughter once again. The stars could never sparkle as brightly as my angel, nor the waters be ever as pure as her soul. She is my love and my mate; the one and only for me. She is the Sango to my Miroku, she is the apple of my eye... She is EVERYTHING to me! And, today, marks a mile stone for us... Not just as a couple or for the relationship, but as people... As lovers... As those whom are certain beyond any notion or preconcieved idea that they are truly meant to be together. This is a wonderous and joyful day... And I owe it all to my wonderful, talented, beautiful, kind, sweet, gentle, lovely, fantastic, amazing, awe-inspiring love of my life... To my Sora... My beautiful Jennifer Sharie... I love you more then the very air I breath and the beating of my own heart. To but, hold you for a little while is divine enough as it stands... But, to hold you forever as you hold my heart... To know you... To Love you... God has placed heaven here amongst men. Surely, this is true... And, most assuredly, I am, will always be, and forever shall be in love with you. Here's to the rest of eternity, my love! Here is to forever! I love you, my sweet Leviathan... My Angel... My dragoness... My heart and Soul. I love you, Jennifer.
Sincerely and truley yours for now and forever,
Jeshua Aaron Cook (Lynx Dragunhart, Miroku)
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