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Hey everyone, since I'm in highschool, and band. I hate marching with my instrament. Grosss. I hate learning music, don't get me wrong I can march with out anything in my hands. But I suck at anything in my hands xD
Anyway, I'm in colorguard and I take it super seriously, I try my hardest to improve. And such. And our coach. She was a senior last year and she kicks major a** at colorguard. Now she's our coach. Its her first time coaching anything! And so although she's new at his she's pretty good.
(First off if you guys don't know. Marching band you have to listen to those higher than you. So since I'm freashman, I listen to sophmore, juniors and seniors.)
And all the freshman girls. Hate me, well not hate me except one maybe two probably. Just cause those two are so used to being in control, when we go to practice. I want to get straight into business. All they want to do is give an update on their life. And I guess I'd do that to if everyone were my friend. But really we need work. So today instead of practicing after I took so much effert to get us into the autotorium. They sat down and started the usual business. Talking! I sat down to. After giving up. And listened. And after they talked about what they wanted. Boys usually. They started dissing the colorguard veterans. And I was thinking what the F.
First it was Ian and Kayla. You see children. Jaydan, likes Ian. And believes they don't make a good couple. And you also see. I knew this from the beginning. I knew he liked him. And I knew he had a thing for her. She was the only freshman chick he talked too :/ And then came to Destiny and Alyssa. They love them and I can give you the reason. They. Don't. Yell. At. Them. And that's why Jaydan and Saniyya like them d:
Then Kim, everyone started with her. By saying I hate her. I personally love Kim. I've known her since I was wittle. Cause we were in girl scouts together xD But anyway They were like dissing her full on. Like she is so bossy and such a bish. And they started blaming her for not e-mailing them a sponsership letter. And I was explaining everything. Because two days later Kim had asked me about all the people. Because she realized she didn't know all of our last names. And I was trying to tell them that she actually forgot herself. Because she actually did. And they just kept going. Like oh it was her computer anyway. And it wasn't it was someother girls. And then after. They were saying how she was telling Tyler how people were being late and so on. And I was like cause people are being late and misisng. And I was so unbelieveable. I was defending everyone. And then they had the nerve to talk about Tyler like that. Saying how she was a horrible coach and she shouldn't be doing it. How they wished it was Mr. Webber. And I was like really guys. Her first year coaching, she said this to us! and You guys don't know Mr. Webber. We are beyond lucky we have her. I was so tempted to say it. And the whole time I was defending. Saniyya was glaring at me, as if to say Shut up. And when they kept talking about Kim giving them advice. I was like. Guys heres something. In marching band. Those who have more experience have the ability to do this. They can do that. And its helpful. And they countered with saying, well I'm my own person and I can make my own decisions I don't need her to boss me around. And I was thinking. Wow, bish much!
The only part I really had to agree on was people who told us what to do even though they didn't know what the heck they were talking about. Its so annoying. But the most annoying! Tyler said if you don't have dedication and commitment for this. Walk out right now. And I could name a lot of people. Tyler said specially. If you don't want to be here leave. And as long as you are working your hardest. And I see it. I will put you in the show. But if you are late, and won't show. I will leave you out. Today the girls were saying how if they get put out, they will quit flags. And I was freakin out. I was like you know you'll get back in. Its only one show. And they said no, when she takes you out its the whole season. I was like no its not. But I wasn't going to pick a fight with a girl who always thinks shes right. I wasn't going to get s**t so I kept quiet. Anyway, this was a super long entry. But thanks for clicking, but I kinda doubt anyone read this far xD
~Tiffany.
If you have dedication for something. Stick to it. And if you couldn't give a F. Get out. It makes everyone's life easier.