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Hey guys, I'm just ya'know wanting to tell you guys how I feel like crud muffins. I mean I can't shake this feeling I've had for two days, and it hurts me and those around me. I know this. I'm so tired of bottling my emotions up. You know? Like how you feel like crap all the time, and someone will make it worse. And what hurts even more, when the person knows how you feel all the time and does it anyway. I'm tired of asking myself if it was intentional. I'm so donee. I'm always the bullied little girl, and why?! I want to know why! Cause I'm fat, ugly, Asian? Why the f?! I'm tired of hearing sh!t. Tiffany your fat, Tiffany your not fat at all, which one is it? I want to know where my life is going, whether it'll get better, or not? Cause right now there are so many opinions for me, and its so hard to go to school and see all the people who can't even see the damage they do. I want to be done :'(
Tiffany