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So as you know I do end up talking about my dad a lot in this. But do realize he's the drama starter in my life. And I hate how he says don't compare yourself to your sisters...I wish I could clone him and put himself in my body. He'd get my thoughts and the way he treats me differently. Diane sees it, Ann Marie does. Most my friends do. It's honestly ridiculous.
But besides that point, today was a terrible day. It didn't start like that though. But my parents must have had a terrible day, my mom called our dad crying and my dad was extremely snappy. He called Diane and I stupid and then, here's where my point comes in.
My dad I was there he and Diane were going at it, and every time he got done talking, Diane got to say her side. But when I tried to do that he yelled at me. Banged on the table. And all I wanted to do was say 'So why does Diane get to say her side?' But I didn't because I knew he'd tell me not to compare. Well I compare you to the girls in my grade who start sh!t. So :/ suck it. Yeah everything about him really pisses me off. Everything. He doesn't understand and he thinks he knows me better than I know myself. In fact almost everyone around me does it.
For the last day of school it wasn't as great as I has actually planned it to be. Summer is finally here though and I need to take a step to accomplish what I set myself for.
Oh and my point is proven. I weigh 9 pounds less than my friend but I look fatter, because I'm short by like...3-4 inches. Making me right and my dad wrong as usual.
I hate him.